It's A Different Day

I am free to do, whatever seems best-
enough with the caring for anyone else-
before they even care about themselves,
after they've refused to care for me.
I want to cleave a path that I can't follow.
I want to burn a trail ahead of myself.

I wish to start by dying & end with born again.

Here's The Thing

Here's the thing, no matter how carefully you contain your need, it leaks out somewhere, air bubbles and corners. I am scattering like (something) away from (something) else. Out of control - nowhere to be and
no reason not to be there.

Mantra I

Please... I want nothing more than, to want nothing more.